Deep Thinkings

I'm sitting here on our couch alone because Steve informed me we were going to have get a temporary divorce a few weeks ago in prep for a really tough few months of tests coming up.

FABULOUS.

There's nothing on TV (I live for Mondays), I've already blog-stalked all of you and your family/friends and already cried at all the ones of people having babies...especially little man-people.

Oh and thought about what a sweet little daddy Steve is gonna be :)

He looks over at my belly every now and then and just pats it and laughs at the little man-child growing in there....

 I've eaten cookie dough last night, brownies and some leftover Chick-fil-A ice dream I had in the freezer from my brownie sundae last week, plucked my eyebrows but then stopped because it was stinging and I decided I wasn't going to do anything I didn't want to do tonight, kinda-sorta thought about maybe doing some dishes, complained to myself about how tired I am of burping the last few days...you know the kind where you're thinking you might get sick but then you just burp but it's an unsettling burp and you're like gosh dang it stop burping already,

tried to scheme ways of saving more money so I can buy a new grown-up camera/curtains/way-too-expensive blouses and dresses but then ironically and tragically realized the only way to get more money is to not spend it on those things (or as Steve would say, figuring out the difference between NEEDS and WANTS....."No really baby, I NEEEEEED this $98 cardigan. YOU. DON'T. UNDER. STAND."). Although I will say that my thoughts and yearnings have shifted from Anthro to CrewCuts

 (J. Crew's kids' line....ummm hello adorable?)

OK I'm just rambling. I should get to bed....by myself....but I'm coping because I'll probably be awake most of the night anyway due to the fact that my body has pretty-much vetoed the idea of sleeping on it's side comfortably. Who wouldda thought bodies have minds of their own?! Well......you know what I mean. 

It's a weird complacency I've found though, all these new inconveniences are oddly accepted rather easily, rather naturally, rather readily!

(Although the gag-fest every time I brush my teeth is getting somewhat tiresome haha....)

P.S. Justin Bieber's bio/film/concert fest movie comes out next Friday